Funny?

I call it emo-hyphe-80's look

Shakespear

I got cast in the fall play this year. A midsummer nights dream, A small part which I'm glad about.
It is an intro to shakespear for me. I never read any shakespear in highschool.
This play is really hilarious. So come and see it
Its been an interesting road being involved in theater. It has an amazing and loving community of wonderful people.
I sometimes question the "bigness" of theater. I wonder how cbu students see the productions. It takes great effort to make such a grand show. Does it inspire? Does it give hope to their lives in Christ?
Maybe I need to cover my eyes from the bright sun and venture out of the theater and asks some people.
Anyway I hope this is where Christ wants me.

September 1, 2007 12:30am

trying and trying
never knowing what it will bring
we know the fairy tale will happen
but what will we have to give up?
I hope its enough for eternal glory
try and try
take my eyes off of the ground
rest the armor for another day

Convention

for those who like some sugar

Los Angeles

I decided to go to Los Angeles....
So I dragged myself out of bedded at 6am to catch the bus to downtown to catch the metrolink to Union Station L.A. the destion was an extras casting agency in sherman oaks. I thought it was an oppurtunity while I am here nere LA to
not miss. I would of like to have gone with someone or to meet someone there, but its seems like the summer is passing by quickly. Traveling was nice it was like a little adventure. As I felt the rockin of the train and seeing riverside
pass by I knew id enjoy the day. As we got closer to L.A. the view changed to a graffiti landscape. Felt like entering a place that was wild and rebelious.


I found this video online .. really interesting

As I was riding I read some Bonhoeffer, Life Together, I read a part where he talked about being alone away from community during a persons day as being a test. Life with Christ as in idividual away from community will show how the word of God has affected him. When I am off on a trip alone or if know one knows where I am except me there is a soberness that this life is all my responisiblity, between me and Christ. I wonder as I interact with people, is the light of Christ shining through me today or am I hiding it and tring to be "normal" or "anonymous". I try and keep Gods egenda away from what im doing and
just be going to the store or just going to L.A.
I read awhile ago in Jeremiah 20:7-18. Jeremiah is complaing to God and says
"But if I say, 'I will not remember Him
Or speak anymore in His name,'
Then in my heart it becomes like a burning fire
Shut up in my bones; and I am weary of holding it in,
And I cannot endure it."
I guess if everything a person does becomes about Him, then even going to get a haircut no longer is
about yourself.

I took a few photos



a little mexican music.. and lil dancing from the crowd, was fun

I also went to downtown Riverside and took some pics

pornography :




eyes beholding the future,

intensity changing the mind forever.

it seeks out the young

to take root

like a parasite that can not be seen

eating the soul,

calling him a loser

driving it deeper

taking advantage of

cutting a gash in the head.











a day has come
dawning a war
life glimpsing the freedom from
the past.
lows and strain come in the day
but battles won through friends of God

Sunny San Diego

I randomly decide to go home last weekend and it turned out to be an interesting time.
I wanted to see my pastor but didnt get a hold of him soon enough.
I found out when I got home though that my brother inlaws band Arimathea was playing at house of blues which was really cool
but what i have pictures of is what blogs are made of

I went to balbo park, they were having what they called a Zombie Walk
it was hillariously awesome to see zombies walking in balboa park